So many things happen...just so many..why???
Mama underwent a major heart surgery..
She was diagnosed with abdominal aortic aneurysm...sort of swelling of the aorta (big blood vessel of the heart)..
Not that she didn't care about her health..
Jogging every morning, very particular about her diet, etc...
Still, she is so unlucky...
Just imagine...my dearest mum got cut...
the cut is so big..as explained by my sis, from front to the back...Gosh!!
I just can't help it...I cried...
I just can't imagine if I were there seeing her lying on bed and I can do ntg about it...
Was so emotional...I told myself to be strong...
It has been 2 months I guess..
It's great to know that she's recovering very well..
Mum is always the optimist one..that's why she recover so fast..
She is always our HERO..
She is understanding...
She is kind...
She is Fun..
You name it!...
She is the greatest Mum of all..
I love you mum..
another bad bad thing: I had a conflict with my housemates..
I admit that I was wrong..
I use the wrong 'media' to tell them..instead of speaking to them..i post it on the stupid 'facebook'...arhhh!!
I just can't tolerate their discussion even though they're just whispering..
In a very stress time, who can tolerate sounds?? although it's just whispers...
I was so wrong...I apologised...
However, the atmosphere in our house aren't the same anymore thereafter...
We no longer talk and laugh like no body's business...
I talked to them but they pretend like they didn't hear me..
(p/s: I'm not sure whether I speak too low or what)
I feel like that they(fortunately not all of them) hate me...was so sad again...
也许时间会把一切冲淡。。。(perhaps this will become better with time)
I'll grow through this mistake...
...I'm SORRY...
